Hi!! Well it seems as though I'm getting better at this blogging thing. Anyways, my life has been... well..... wonky. i did celebrate Valentines Day and it went well, in a slightly unexpected kind of way. the person for whom i spent Valentines Day with is leaving this year AGAIN, and that is upsetting. but it's for the best i suppose. Beyond that I'm gonna try to be healthier. (Keona, I know your reading this and i can practically feel the smile on your face) everything i have just feels unnatural and overly processed. I wish to get back to nature. That's one of the reason i took up archery; It was also to become stronger but that's a different story. My junior year of high school is almost over. i hate it. I want My friends to stay. I want HIM to stay (Don't you dare ask me any questions about HIM because i will not answer them. I'm talking to you Keona and LaToya and whoever else may be reading this.) but like i said its for the best. although he and I are just friends, okay more than that, he's my best friend and its messed up that he has to leave. I'm gonna try not to go back to that, although i have a feeling that i will. Oh well. School is School, and my life in the so called "real world" is about to begin and I'm gonna have forever right in front of me. one thing i don't understand is how people expect me to plan for forever. My future is uncertain and i don't want to make any "Forever" decisions right now. At least not unless i am 100% sure about it. I just want to make sure that it's what i want and not what someone else wants (MOM). In the end everything will be okay, if it's not okay then it's not the end.
Until Next Time,
M.
